boredom.
Journal Entry: Sat Apr 24, 2004, 11:04 PM
ahh... i'm really bored. never wrote in this thing before. thought i should do it at least once. so... oh, i've got mail. aghh retarded mail. for once i wish i could get something cool... like a love letter or something from a really babe-ular guy. hahahaha babe-ular. i'm awesome. no not really. i talked to my cousin today. it was cool. i talked to a neightbor friend that i barely speak to as well. that was great... i guess. oh, wait, i shouldn't say 'talked'... i mean, WROTE. yea. IM talking. i hate the phone, a lot. i can't stand the sound of the ring and i hate talking on it. maybe it's just because i really can't stand akward silence, and that happens a lot when you talk to me. there's no such thing as an akward silence when you IM someone. it's always silent. ahhh ok i am such a loser. i should go. and... figure out something to do. the night is young.